If you want me to

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yMKp4g_ZrGk] Hope everyone is having a wonderful monday..

Today I am just want to say thanks to Royce and Mandy who were there for me to today when I needed you. Thank you both so much. I love you. 

Please ignore the picture of broken piano keys. I just really love this song and this is the best video I could find. I  heard this song for the first time today. I had to post it.  I am going to post the lyrics since thats what touches me the most...the lyrics really meant a lot to me. 

<3 Thank you to anyone who reads this... I am glad that you are interested and  I am happy I can share my thoughts with you.

The reason that these lyrics mean so much is because just last week I got done sharing a personal testimony of my faith in front of others in a school setting. The words, "If all of these trials bring me closer to you, I will go through the fire if you want me to"  is really what I was trying to say when I spoke. 

I talked about how I felt like some difficult times in my life have only brought me closer to God. At the time.. I didn't  realize that God was at work in my life to bring me closer to him.... but NOW I know that.


The pathway is broken And the signs are unclear And I dont know the reason why you brought me here But just because You love me the way that You do I will go through the valley If You want me to
CHORUS: Now I'm not who I was When I took my first step And I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet So if all of these trials bring me closer to You I will go through the fire If You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen When you lead me through a world that's not my own But You never said it would be easy You only said I'll never go alone

So when the whole world turns against me And I'm all by myself And I can't hear You answer my cries for help I'll remember the suffering Your love put You through And I will go through the valley If You want me to